a.rose

someday i want to see: Ireland - where the palm trees grow Italy - the sunflower fields Australia - for the dingoes, and the platypus India - during monsoon season China - tigers, red pandas, Great Wall Alaska - kayaking Arizona - Grand Canyon Japan - star shaped sand on beach Galapagos Islands - turtles Djabuti - just to say I'd been there Thailand - because it has the world's largest elephant band anyone want to come with me on my travels? it's gonna be... awesome. so i am really excited about old friends right now, let's hear it for RYAN JACKSON. home in three days!! what is that? all my boys are coming back... i got to talk to John tonight too. i had forgotten how much I love him. and i've been thinking about old high school friends who make me happy, i mean everyone makes me happy but... today i was thinking about sarah aldridge, heather wible, aubrey vance, allison veach... good times.

ha ha ha. well. i was thinking. strange i know but i was. and i thought about myself as like that game of battleship. and i was thinking about how maybe it applied to the way i react to guys. so maybe it's like we're playing against each other, me and whoever he is, and i have my ships all carefully arranged to protect what is in the center, cheesishly and clicheishly my heart. yeah silly and it's weird to say but that's the analogy. so i have all my little ships aligned to protect it and i am trying to sink his dumb random ships which have no particular importance or meaning before he sinks mine, which does. (this is my analogy it can be however i want) so in battleship the game you are supposed to place your ships and then leave them there, but in my game i move them each time to keep him on his toes, but of course his are glued down with super glue and then duck taped. so i move my ships around and the game goes on and on, and the person i am playing against changes ...